If only….

There’s a way out of this misery, emptiness, loneliness, void in my heart. If only we had a choice to join our love on the other side… I’d be the first in line to go and join him. Why he got cancer out of nowhere and gone after 11 months. Two years I’ve been in this hell hole without my best friend, my love, my world. Now I’m navigating in this shit hole that I don’t want to be in. I miss you babe. I know that you are waiting for me out there somewhere. Can’t wait to be with you again my love!