Feeling drained

I am 28 , this is my 5th attempt and 3rd mains , last time i scored 710 in Mains ,optional took me down with only 210 marks, now this year after prelims itself i was sure that am in for another mains ,took test series and all ,but wasted almost a month as i got seriously sick ,now i feel so anxious with so little time left ,some positive push needed 😀