I wish i was a psychopath

Being an empath sucks. Its gotten me in so much trouble in my life. I've been used by energy vamps and I have no emotional blood left. I feel drained and it's tiring. I don't want to be a criminal I just want to not feel things so deeply. I don't know who to trust anymore as I have been let down and betrayed by so many people in my life including my so called family