I told my friend that I'd totally experiment with her.

I (F20) have always been really flirty with all of my friends. But of course, all jokes cause I'm straight and I don't see any of my friends like that. But I have one friend, (F20), lets call her Ash. Ash is the only lesbian friend I've ever been close to. So we talk about all our experiences, romantic and sexual. In the last couple weeks I've been feeling more like I'm just heteroromantic and that I might be bisexual. So we talked about it and how I felt and I made the joke that I'd totally let her be my first girl experience. We laughed and then moved on but... now I realize I definitely do want to experiment with women. And I'd totally let her fuck me.

Anyway that's my little confession I guess. Not sure what to do next so LOL.