I regret paying my Gloan

I regret paying my gloan because it was indicated na pwede ako mag loan ulit after paying the whole thing with cashback, but as soon as I repaid it, wala nang lumabas na pwede ako mag loan ulit. I repaid it kasi konti nalang ang kulang and I needed the money for my upcoming seminar, pero wala eh. Im so down to the point hindi ko na alam san kukunin yung pera. Aaccckkk hirap na mag tiwalaaa uxto ko na umiyak pero di pwedeee