Boston University or University of Rochester

So I need some advice or something because I feel like I’m losing my mind. So I got into the University of Rochester on an HEOP program and I got into Boston University via regular admissions. I’ve already committed to Boston University but now I don’t want to go there anymore and I’m thinking about decommiting and choosing UOR. I honestly don’t know what to do because one hand I wanted to go to Rochester originally and experience that real campus and college feel and also the head start on college and then again I don’t want to leave Boston University for Rochester and it ends up being even worse and I can’t back out. I honestly feel like crying because I don’t know what to do? Please I would take any advice or something. If you were in my case what would you do?